Little Nudger and 22 Weeks

I thought I would post something good instead of complaining all the time. :)  I've felt Vince move off and on now for a couple of weeks but today he is really letting his presence be known.  I took a bath to try to make myself feel better and when I got out I tried to take a nap.  While I was laying down, he really started movin around in there.  Up until now it's been very light but this time there was no doubting that it was him.  I just lay there and smiled.  How can I be so miserable and so happy at the same time???  It reminds me that he is the reason I am going through all this and when it's over, everything will be all right and I'll have my little man with me instead of in me!!  You know, just thinking now, I have been really apprehensive and scared about when he comes out.  I've never had someone rely on me as much as he will and it is a little nerve wracking thinking of all the ways I can mess up.  Let me just say that all (or most) of that has gone out the window.  All I'm thinking now is how much I wish he were here already and this whole pregnancy thing were over!  I know there are those of you reading this that had the best pregnancy ever and you can't understand why I would want this part to be over already.  I wish I could be the glowing, happy, never felt better in her life pregnant lady, but that is just not in the cards for me.  My reality is this...I'm so happy that I got pregnant and I'm ecstatic for my little Vince to be here but I HATE pregnancy.  There, I said it.  :)  Crap, this was supposed to be a happy post and it turned into another vent session.  Oops.  But that's part of the reason I'm writing this blog.  It makes me feel better to get it all out.  I will say this about pregnancy and then I'll go...it is so COOL to feel someone moving around inside of you.  It really makes everything worthwhile!!
Jen :)